[Honestly, she's prefers things working more like this. It's part of the reason why she's decided to just... not... go to their therapist here anymore. It didn't seem to be doing much for her and she'd rather not feel like she's being continually judged.
He won't say anything, that much she knows for certain, which is why she's letting out a slow sigh to let her relax maybe just a bit.]
On top of the whole... Hunt thing, I also might have threatened someone's guard, snapped at someone else through the private messages stuff, and also then had to deal with my boyfriend at the time breaking up with me because... well, evidently I just don't understand and that I'm getting in the way of his getting better because of my actions and how they'd reflect on him. Oh and some shit about how I just don't want to get better or whatever.
[She's huffing and just going to take a drink of that tea just to get her words back together.]
It's not like I hadn't been trying, it's just... slow. And not something that'd just happen overnight and it's fucking difficult to explain when all the shit fucked up with me isn't just my own goddamned doing.
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He won't say anything, that much she knows for certain, which is why she's letting out a slow sigh to let her relax maybe just a bit.]
On top of the whole... Hunt thing, I also might have threatened someone's guard, snapped at someone else through the private messages stuff, and also then had to deal with my boyfriend at the time breaking up with me because... well, evidently I just don't understand and that I'm getting in the way of his getting better because of my actions and how they'd reflect on him. Oh and some shit about how I just don't want to get better or whatever.
[She's huffing and just going to take a drink of that tea just to get her words back together.]
It's not like I hadn't been trying, it's just... slow. And not something that'd just happen overnight and it's fucking difficult to explain when all the shit fucked up with me isn't just my own goddamned doing.